My name is Nancy Tremaine. I am a lifetime experiencer, speaker and author. I was born in Detroit, Michigan in 1949. I am the middle child of five children. My father was a hydraulic engineer in the aerospace division at Vickers in Troy, Michigan. He was also a WW2 combat soldier so our home was run like a boot camp. My mother and I always had a strained relationship but my father's love made up for it. I am the mother of 1 and grandmother of 3.

In July of 1961 my life and the life of my girlfriend Cindy were forever changed as we watched a UFO hover slightly above a tree between our two homes against a beautiful clear blue sky. It stayed steady for over 20 minutes and was witnessed by several neighbors and 3 Novi, Michigan police officers. I struggled to say 3 simple words, "is this real?" I had to know that everyone else was seeing what I was. We all watched in horror as a beam of light was emitted from the ship and aimed at an oncoming car. To this day I have no idea why I began jumping up and down, waving my arms and yelling "over here." The ship tilted on its side to acknowledge me and three words were placed in my head, "we see you." Even at the young age of 12, I somehow understood that the ship was alive. I remember grabbing one of the officers arms asking him to "do something!" It was the first time i had ever seen fear in a man's face and I thought I would never feel safe again in this world My next memory was of being at home with my dad who was comforting me and assuring me that I was safe. He silenced me that night to never speak of the incident. He also shared a secret with me.

It was 10 minutes to 9 p.m.and I was never allowed out past 7:30. It was getting dark and I was confused. How did it get dark and why wasn't my dad upset? My biggest question is why I stood on the headboard of my bed that night and so many nights after so that I could look out my bedroom window at the very spot that ship had hovered and chant over and over again, "please come back and get me." I longed for it to return...but why?

For the next 50 years Cindy and I would never spoke of the event with each other or with anyone, this included therapist, husbands, and friends. It simply wasn't spoken of. Over the years I did draw a picture of the ship, tree, me, Cindy the police, and the car that was immobilized. I would quickly discard it. This was done for my sanity. I showed it to my daughter over the years but she soon became disinterested.

What Cindy and I had to do in survival mode does not define us. I lived a life filled with panic attacks, depression, drugs and a lot of unhealthy relationships. I was on self destruct. Cindy was a hardcore alcoholic and was never without a cigarette, 5 packs a day and that is not an exaggeration. She attempted suicide several times. Between the 2 of us we were married 7 times.

That experience would be the glue that kept Cindy and I together. Then in September of 2011 we would awaken and begin sharing our memories. I had 5 regressions in a 7 month period and Cindy had one. Together we pieced the events of that day realizing it was much more than a sighting but an intrusive abduction. Cindy remembered the police couldn't find me and her father calling my dad. I was missing for an hour and a half to two hours. Cindy was also on board and she remembered being in a cylindrical tube suspended above me as she watched the beings' doing something to my stomach. Cindy would later state that she believed she was there because I needed her and God wanted her to be with me. From 2011 to 2015 Cindy and shared our memories and I recorded many of our calls. Cindy mentioned that there had been a military investigation but I was unable to go there. I know she mentioned it at least twice.

In 2011 I contacted the former Police Chief Lee BeGole who shared his memories of the event. He even named the police officer whose car was immobilized by that beam of light. He was in an unmarked car patrolling an area under construction. With Chief BeGole's permission I recorded many of our calls up until 2017. We even did an interview with the Detroit Historical Society. I knew that interview would never make it to the internet and it hasn't. However, I have the full recording.

n August of 2015 Cindy was found dead on her kitchen floor where she laid alone for 2 or 3 days with her dog Lucy by her side. She had literally drank herself to death. The day after her body was discovered she gave me another message regarding "those men" from the military which forced me to go down another rabbit hole. I knew I would have to confront police chief Lee BeGole. He acknowledged there was a military investigation and that they came to the police department. They were from Arizona or New Mexico making an official investigation. He said they came in prepared to disbelieve everybody because things like that don't happen. He said they wanted to talk to everybody. He thought my father had made a mistake by not letting me talk to them. I believe they wanted to get any pictures that were taken and to instill the fear of God in the people of Novi. It certainly worked. I was taken to stay with strangers for a few days until things cooled down and my father was flown to California on a "business trip?" He was offered a job in Australia which of course he did't accept.

Grant Cameron, world-recognized UFO Researcher, winner of the Leeds Conference International Researcher of the year and the UFO Congress Researcher of the Year published my first book, "SYMBIOSIS" and wrote the foreword for my second book "Preordained.

Philip Mantle, veteran UK UFO researcher, author, lecturer, broadcaster and lifetime achievement award winner of The Academy of Paranormal Arts and Sciences Cosmo Award published my second book, "Preordained" with Flying Disk Press.

"Preordained" is far from a UFO book. It explains how so called "hardcore experiencers" have gone past the fear and become subjects of expanded states of consciousness, learning to live in a paranormal reality of increased contact. We have become participants, conduits, antennas and instruments, receiving messages, visions and downloads, realizing the importance of our mission and longing to connect with nature accepting that all life is preordained. I have somehow become part of a "grand cosmic oneness." I know this term "we are all one" is overused but for lack of a better term.

Chapter by chapter I am taken from one episode to another each becoming more unbelievable. I have come to understand that I am somehow creating the "high strangeness" that surrounds me and the people that are placed in my path. I quote the late Jim Marrs, when I state that my experiences' reach the "Mental Boggle Point." The point when event he most open minded are confronted with information that is so unbelievable the mind succumbs, snapping back to things that are more comfortable and socially acceptable.

I have done radio interviews with Linda Mouton Howe, The Ammach Files, Restricted Airspace, Pyramids on Mars, and many more. I spoke at the Ozark Mountain Conference in 2018.

My books are a powerful testimony about the strength required to share these kinds of experiences in the face of resistance to the idea that such experiences are both real and important